Don't paint the silence

jane__says @ 2005-03-12T10:00:00

2005-03-12T15:01:55Z

I can see the ground approaching now
But I'm not sure what to do
Guess I feel like a piñata
Won't you take a swing at me?
If you could just crack the shell open
I think inside you would find
Something sweet
Well I hear you like a hunter now,
Your footsteps in the weeds.
I would gladly leave my hiding place
Yes, I'm hoping to be seen.
So let your arrow fly and sing
I'm well within your aim.
And lay your traps for 1,000 miles
Please don't let me escape

The winter came to Omaha,
It left us looking like a bride.
A million perfect snowflakes-
No two are alike
So it's hard for me imagining the flaws in this design
I know debris it covers everything

When you know.. that you just dont know

2005-03-09T22:31:29Z

Cannonball is an amazing song and somehow I never get sick of it.. Mk moving on.

Today was good, not a lot happend. In desktop I think I messed up by trying to help Monica and if Brother notices he might be pissed.

After school went out and bought some stuff at Kohl's cause they were having a sale. Good finds... good finds.

Mrs. Parkhurst showed us a video about the Holocaust, it was all in French. The videos and picture were horrifying and made me miserable.

Brother Roger started singing Manamana in class today and I laughed so hard that I cried, in fact I convulsed.

Blah blah blah drama this morning was a complete waste of my time. All Guev. told us was to learn the song. He gave us one try to sing it and that was it. It made me furious.

I feel empty because I have no homework.

I've edited this 3 times

2005-03-08T21:18:11Z

This time I'll make a civil update. Today was pretty boring and Monica wasn't in most of the day. She got her braces on and they look rad.

We must figure out our Toronto rooming plans.

Horrid weather outside, Mum says no guitar lessons cause she doesnt want to drive (understandable) and pop might stay in Boxborough (Where he works) cause he doesn't want to risk anything.

But he just loves hotels so ya, I know the real reason.

Tomorrow, asuming there is no snow-delays and such, I have to get in early for drama. Zen on Thursday it is Charitably Loud!! Heh, I have to set up and take down and all the jazzzz and after I think Domo Roo and myself are crashing at Monica's?

My english memoir is coming along, I'm actually putting thought into it. I love impressing Parkhurst, she's the only teacher who thinks I have potential.

Today was super

2005-03-08T02:28:27Z

Ah, 4 miles on the bike! 2 mile improvment! I'm watching Whose Line, Collin, Ryan, and Wayne are all so talented, I wish I could improv.

I stole Patrick's binder and I am holding it captive and organizing it.

I can play Ironic on my guitar, it made me feel special even though its easy.

Kirsten is coming over Friday, because I have not seen her in forever.

Our lockeroom smelled like vomit all day and it was miserable.

I had a stomach ache all day and it still is not gone! Damn the bad luck!

I have a dilemma.

Dive right in

2005-03-07T02:45:09Z

Today went by slow. I got all of my homework done and then got ready to go to drama.

At drama we actually accomplished a lot, acting-wise. We didn't sing or anything just got our stages positions and stuff right for Act One.

Mike and I have to reherse Wednesday morning at 7:15! Ah I'm going to die. Then Friday afternoon (on the day we have no school -_-) we have rehersal from 3-5. But I'm not going to complain much cause we sure could use an extra rehersal or two.

I just rode my bike thingy and did 2 miles! Ha, I know thats not much AT ALL. But at least I'm starting. I've decided instead of crash dieting (tee-hee) I'm just going to workout and stuff. Whatever, I should be healthier by summer to say the least.

And since I finally finished the last of my soda I can stop drinking it. I just had to finish the last batch so now water and juice will be my life. Yay?

Everyone has changed this year, some for the better and some for the worse. It's sort of interesting watching everyone grow up lately.

You you you oughta know..

2005-03-06T00:09:07Z

Today I wrote a poem and that was the extent of my productivity.

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You expect me to drop everything and run away with you?
Expect this whole loom of life to un-do?
Just cause mamas got a problem and daddys never home
And sister prays everyday to be left alone

Just cause daddy hit her again today
And mama was too drunk to put in her say
And he walked out on us for the third time this week
And didn't even listen to me when I tried to plead

Well Just cause you had to ask
And your face is too cute for me to stay back
And the stars are shinnin' extra bright
And my tears for once have won this fight

I'll run away with you tonight
I'll run away with you tonight

We'll sneak into your pick up and laugh to the border
Make it to the edge and hit the gas pedal harder
Drive far far away from this small town life
And make something of ourselves tonight
Just cause once in a while we need to feel alive

Just like Jesse James

2005-03-05T04:43:33Z

I got a 63 on my biology test. My currect test/quiz grades are... 63, 71, 58, 67. HA! Talk about effort.

It's funny because I have A+'s in every single other one of my classes.

Eric came over today and I haven't laughed that hard since like, well since Kyle was over the other night.

In-class free in band today. Roo and I pow-wowed with Craigory, Senno, Adam, and Air. Adam quotes Dane Cook almost as enthusiasticly as me! Opium......

I'm listening to the B-52's. And 99 other hits of the 90's. I'll probably do homework soon, at 11:37 pm. This is because I think the best late.

I want to go on a crash diet.

I'm going to excersise, no actually I'm not. I should though.

Eric and I looked at my moms senior yearbook from 1987. My mother's best friend Dion listed Drinking as a "like". I love Dion. He is still really cool.

Then there was another guy, my moms friend. His name was Louis Holt. He died the September after graduation in a fatal car accident. His Senior will said....

"My dream is to stay young, and enjoy life while I have it"

It really makes you think how easily life is just... gone. You know? Like I bet when he wrote that the thought of death did not once cross his mind. And yet just MONTHS later there it was, looking at him straight in the eye. I don't know - it's just crazy how things like that happen.

Everyone Reply!

2005-03-04T02:23:30Z

1. Who are you?

2. What am I to you?

3. Whatever's on your clipboard right now, paste it here.

4. Give me a quote.

5. And some advice.

6. Now put this in your journal.

7. If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?
(Now post this in your LJ and find out what mine would be)

Bump

2005-03-04T01:10:16Z

Today I failed a test on Punnett Squares because I couldn't remember how to make one.

I am losing my mind. Slowly but surely.

Eric is coming over tomorrow. Hey Eric, my dad said you can sleep over, he wasn't kidding. HAHA I laughed for a long time. I was like, sure who wouldn't want their BEST BUD sleepin' over.

People who don't know what I'm talking about, don't take that the wrong way.

Saturday I think I'm going out to eat with Wayne Troy and Michelle. Possibly, I have yet to ask. I should really do that soon.

I cannot understand the geometry homework for the life of me.
I swear my mind is just, gone.

Goodbye

I've got no lips

2005-03-03T00:04:16Z

AHHHHH! I just studied for almost 2 hours straight.. While watching the Spongebob movie but hey I was trying. The movie was actually funny, but I'm really immature so I bet all you sophisticated people would hate it.

Softball tryouts are in two weeks. SHOOOOT.
Michelle's birthday is in one week. HOOOOORAY.

As the subject says, I have no lips. I've been biting them so much lately that they like, almost need stiches. It's a very bad habit.

My cheeks are red. That means I'm either sick or embarassed. I think I'm sick. Temporary sickness though. It happens on days where grass is out. No grass is out. I hate my nose and its sensitivity to grass.

Kyle came over last night to pick up his paintball gun that was shipped to my house because we bought it on my fathers ebay account. His gun is cool. He stayed for a while and we reminiced about old times. Gay chicken anyone? Kerianne & Kyle are the only people who will find that funny.

People sometimes tell me I have nice skin. Those people have never seen my legs. I have eczema and it is bad today. Eledel doesn't work. There is no cure. Why can't we find a cure?! We can cure cancer in early stages and prevent Hep. C but we can't cure a common skin disease. Isn't that strange..

Dermatologists should get a move on.

Whooaa

2005-03-01T21:18:05Z

Today was average. We got out at 1:30 but it still felt like a full day. Yet again Roo and I did not present in english. I got an 85 on my geometry test because I got 8 points off on one problem, damnit.

I handed in my health project. Ms. Chauvette said I was a cute baby. I hope I get an A.

Today I have to plan my spanish project because I chose March 7th out of the box and that is when I have to present it and I am mad because some people got March 15th. I have no luck.

Frances the Mute came out today. I want it. I will download it.

I hate people that skip school just because it snows. It makes no relative sense to me.

I went to my allergy center/clinic whatever. I had to get a re-evaultion. I am healthy and he insisted that I switch medications. The new pills make me drowsy and I'm sort of pissed.

There is a turkey on my desk.

Coming down to the word turned over...

2005-02-28T21:23:56Z

Ello. Today was good, better then expected. I woke up at 6 (AH!) because I had to bring in the concentration camp. But strangely I was really awake today and I only got about 6 hours of sleep.

Alli and I didn't get to present today because Parkhurst never stops talking. But we did get to drop the project off in her office, and she had a fur coat, and we touched it. It was really flashy, I wish I could work a fur coat like Parkhurst does...

I'm going running soon. Run run run run run! Right, well I have to because if I don't I'll go to softball tryouts in a few weeks and die. Literally. I have to start playing catch with father every night now too. But hey at least softball indicates that winter is almost over. Minus the fact there is suppose to be a snow-storm tomorrow.

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I can't take anymore snow!

I am going to the semi with Wayne! I'm cool and have my date a month and 8 days in advance =P.

Anywho, I think I'll go do some geometry and then run *gag*.

Dont paint the silence black

2005-02-28T01:42:34Z

Buenos Noches mis amigos. Last night Kyle came over (poor lad's girlfriend broke up with him) and we watched Shark Tale, which was amazingly funny and good. And we hung around and stuff. Then he left and I watched Saw (fucked up) and went to bed.

Today was drama and that was boring to say the least. We danced woot. Next week we get our materials to make our chitons (aka togas) mine is like flouresant pink. It made me dizzy. We're adding on another day for rehersing, probably going to be Thursdays. Fun fun.

I'm dreading school tomorrow, for a few reasons. First off I have to go in early to bring in the concentration camp model. Secondly I have geometry second to last period and we're getting tests back. And thirdly because I just don't want to go.

On a more positive note my religion and english projects are done, and my health is basically done. So thats something to be thankful for.

LAYER ONE: On The Outside
- Name: Priscilla
- Nickname: Cilla, Bernie
- Birth date: May 17th, 1990
- Birthplace: The lovely town of Milford
- Current Location: The not so lovely town of Bellingham
- Eye Color: Hazel, but more on the brown side
- Hair Color: Brown and sometimes its reddish
- Height: Somewhere between 5' and 5'2"
- Righty or Lefty: Right handed
- Zodiac Sign: Taurus

LAYER TWO: On The Inside
- Your heritage: Irish and Lithuanian (Basically Polish)
- The shoes you wore today: Wal-Mart Faded Glory ones
- Who you look like: Ariana
- Your weakness: Allegra D and other allergy medications
- Your fears: Death
- Goal you'd like to achieve: 4 Honors classes next year

LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lmao / omg
- Your thoughts first waking up: Did I take my pills last night? FUCK!
- Your best physical feature: My teeth?
- Your bedtime: 10 - 11
- Your most missed memory: Summer :(

LAYER FOUR: Your Pick
- Pepsi or Coke: Vanilla or Cherry Coke
- McDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
- Single or group dates: Psh, I can't get either
- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate everything
- Cappuccino or coffee: Apple Juice!

LAYER FIVE: Do You?
- Smoke: No
- Cuss: You could say that
- Sing: I'm never not singing
- Have a crush: Sure
- Think you've been in love: No
- Like high school: Love it
- Want to get married: Eventually
- Believe in yourself: On occasion
- Get motion sickness: Yes
- Think you're attractive: Well I'm not that ugly
- Think you're a health freak: I can be
- Get along with your parents: A good portion of the time
- Like thunderstorms: They help me sleep

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
- Drank alcohol: Yes
- Gone to the mall: Yes
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: I hate Oreos
- Eaten sushi: Yes
- Been on stage: Yes
- Gone skating: Well I don't generally like falling on my ass
- Gone skinny dipping: No its February and I live in Massachusetts....
- Dyed your hair: Nope, DYE FREE SINCE SEPTEMBER
- Stolen anything: Nope

LAYER SEVEN: Ever..
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes
- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Not entirely
- Been caught "doing something": Elaborate on that and I'll get back to you
- Been called a tease: Yes
- Gotten beaten up: No
- Shoplifted: No

LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older
- Age you hope to be married: 19
- Numbers and Names of Children: I hate kids
- Describe your dream wedding: Small, I mean really small. As in myself and whoever are the only ones in it.
- How do you want to die: I don't really have a preferance on that. Just peacefully.
- What do you want to be when you grow up: Bio-Medical Researcher
- What country would you most like to visit: Ireland!

LAYER NINE: In a partner
- Best eye color: Blue
- Hair color: Brownish
- Short or long hair: Short and shaggy
- Height: Tall
- Weight: Who cares
- Best articles of clothing: Boxers

LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...
- Number of people I could trust with my life: 3
- Number of CDs that I own: Last time I tried counting I got to 100 and stopped
- Number of piercings: 6
- Number of tattoos: Zero
- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: Uh at least 10, mostly Honor Roll >.< GEEEEK
- Number of things in my past that I regret: Its not cool to regret

PS -

Highschool Lust = My new screen name. Add it.

Kyle!

2005-02-27T04:00:07Z

I'm not a real financial advisor

Another 6 months I'll be unknown

2005-02-26T23:55:01Z

Hello everyone. Today I cleaned for 6 and a half hours. But let me tell you - my room is spotless. Not that it was messy to begin with... I just had an OCD day to say the least. I got rid of two full bags of clothes and had over three bags of trash.

My health project got really screwed up. I have to re-do a bunch of it tonight. The pages stuck together cause of the stupid glue I used and the ink got on the pictures blah blah blah. But luckily that only effected 6 of my 48 pages.

I neglected to write my english write up all day, but now that is what I intend to do.

Tomorrow is drama - it is optional but I am going to go cause I feel like it. Rehersals are changing and now its only going to be some of us from 5-7. I guess that'll move things along and stuff. I dread memorizing my lines, since I am not a "main" character all of my lines are sort of random and scattered and sometimes make no relative sense. I think it's harder to memorize lines when they're like that.

I finally finished my religion autobiography last night. It came out ok, about 8 full pages typed so I think I'm good. I mean, how can I describe my whole life in a school project thats not really intended to be that long? It was a pretty dumb project if you ask me. It should have been optional because some people go through such bad things in their life and then Brother is making them bring all of it up in writing. I don't know, it just seems like a bad idea.

15 Things to do at Wal-Mart:

1 Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking.

2 Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals.

3 Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms.

4 Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares..... and see what happens.

5 Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away.

6 Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

7 Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department.

8 When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?'

9 Look right into the security camera; use it as a mirror, and pick your nose.

10 While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti- depressants are.

11 Dart around the store suspiciously loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme.

12 In the auto department, practice your "Madonna look" using different size funnels.

13 Hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through, say "PICK ME!" "PICK ME!"

14 When an announcement comes over the loud speaker, assume the fetal position and scream "NO! NO! It's those voices again!!!!"

15 Go into a fitting room and shut the door and wait a while; and, then, yell, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here!"

Measure in love

2005-02-26T04:02:33Z

Well I am home from my ever long dreadful five-day trip in Florida. Vacationing makes me realize how much I like MA. you know?

Monday:
Flight left sometime around 10. Somehow I got selected for a random thorough search and had to get patted down and then all my stuff had to be personally searched by liek 2384798 people GAY! I flew on Song airlines, really cool. Little TV's in the headrests and you could play music trivia and listen to music or watch TV or order movies and such. I pretty much played music trivia and beat a bunch of people on the flight, they were surprised when they found out I was a 14 year old girl. Got off the plane in Fort Lauderdale and drove to Miami Beach. Got to our condo/hotel thing. It was pretty nice. My father and I went out for a walk and my mom went to sleep. We got icecream and such then came home and my mom locked the wrong thing blah blah blah long story short security had to let us in cause my mom can sleep through anything.

Tuesday:
Went to Monkey Jungle. Hung around with a bunch of monkeys for a few hours. They were really smart and stuff. We left and went to the mall and I got my 3rd holes in my ears. Why the hell not right? Then we proceeded back home and my mother, yet again, fell asleep so my dad and I went out and had dinner and shopped and stuff. We walked the beach and I went in the ocean for a short while because I hate the ocean, then we came home and went swimming.

Wednesday:
Went to Gator Park. Don't ever go there. Or to the Everglades - it's extremely boring. Gator Park was redneck central and the mullet was still cool. We went on an air-boat thing on the glades to see like.. chained up alligators. It was funny but it wasnt suppose to be. It's hard to tell the story but if you're ever at my house ask my mom and I to tell you. We laughed a long time after that trip. On the way home we got sort of lost and well the end result was my mother making my father call to see if there was an early flight home. There was... but we didn't take it cause it was too early. So instead we went home and all refused to move and ordered in for dinner. Then I went swimming and went to bed.

Thursday:
Huge flea-market. I found my semi dress. It's SEAFOAM green. I really like it. Anyways walked around bought a bunch of other stuff blah blah blah. Came back to the hotel and stayed outside "lounging" for a bit then went back out shopping to Wings. Had to buy a t-shirt for Alli (how could I return without bringing her back a t-shirt?!). Then we ordered a pizza and we ate and watched the OC.

Today:
Flight, yet again, was around 10. I got on browsed the movies and you could order High Fedility, so I did. I love that movie. It made the flight go by 100x faster. So got through baggage and such, picked up the dogs, ect. ect. finally 32487897 years later I am here writing this.

I decided I hate vacationing and I do not intend to try it anytime soon again.
Unless its with friends.

Well I cant take my eyes off-a you

2005-02-20T04:14:39Z

Saw It Girl! it was amazingly good. One-hundred times better then I thought it would be. While I was there I ran into KEVIN! Man - how random is that. The one time I go he's there. Anywho, I'd suggest trying to see it if your bored next weekend.

After the play I went out to eat with the Grandparents. My grandmother is starting to go insane. I don't fit right with them... they're really uppity and rich and all that stuff. And I'm just there. But it was nice to see them and stuff. And at least my grandfather keeps me entertained.

He is Jewish - he saw my concentration camp model and I think he wanted to kill me. I was like ITS FOR A PROJECT IN SCHOOL I SWEAR! He laughed. I'm glad he did not kill me.

Tomorrow is drama and such. I have to pack in the morning. Hopefully Tara will come over? If not then I'll be chilling with me myself and I.

After I came home Kyle came over and we hung around, watched Taxi. Funny movie, I loooove Jimmy Fallon. He's great. He just left so now I'm all alone.

By the way, if your name is Kirsten Prince, Eric Pereira, Kerianne Kayhart, or Michelle Gamache. My grandmother sends her hello's.

Those are the only friends I have that she remembers =P.

Bop!

2005-02-19T00:32:55Z

Awe, Jill left today. I shall miss her :(. Well not only Jill, all the FCJ students. I really enjoyed meeting them, they were all really cool. And I really hope we get to go to Ireland sometime before I graduate.

In other news I got a 67 on a biology quiz. MUR! Almost the whole class failed and he still counted it. I think that's stupid and insulting to his teaching skills.

Other then that, today was good. I'm officially on vacation, awesome.

Tomorrow I'm going with my Grandparents to see It Girl! at Foothill's. Then we're going out to eat. Should be interesting or something along the lines.

Yawn, I'm tired and it's not even 8. I went shopping for 3 hours today. I bought a lot of things... I like shopping.

Well I best be going. Farewellz

jane__says @ 2005-02-16T21:39:00

2005-02-17T02:42:30Z

I'm writting a memoir about Alli, Monica, Jen and I's car ride.

That was the one highlite of the day. Being with Alli and Monica.

And to you, one of my best friends, this isn't worth it and I wish you could see that. And I'm sorry that everything is so messed up to a point beyond control because I never meant it to get this way. If you were talking to me I could try to explain this better.

Plan A has officially failed and I cried.
Literally.
I didn't know I could actually do that.

I need this vacation. I am going to Florida to get away from everyone and everything.

This entrie was rude and I'm not all that sorry.

Everything...

2005-02-15T19:54:48Z

Today just wasn't good and there was no getting around that. And since this is my journal I have the right to be a whiney bitch and complain about it all. So don't read if you don't wanna hear it.

First of all it was a half day so I automatically didn't even want to be in school, but I was. Hogue's class got to go on a "virtual field trip" type thing the last two periods of the day so Monica wasn't in my last two classes which sucked because Monica's the only one I really talk to in both those classes. I hate sitting through a certain class because I have to listen to this kid talk about this other girl. And jealousy is no stranger of mine.

I miss Michelle. She was the only thing keeping me sane. And now we don't even talk. I hate it. I don't know whether to miss her or be mad that we've completely drifted apart. But whatever it is it really blows.

I wish I got along with all of my friends everday. I wish Eric and I didn't fight like a married couple on a daily basis and I wish Ariana didn't hate me one second and love me the next.

I'm glad I have friends but I'm also mad at them half the time so I don't even know how "glad" about that I should be.

On top of everything I'm drowning in biology and I like can't swim up to the surface. And all projects are due soon and I don't know I can't deal with all of this anymore.

RARRRRRRRRRR. I need stress managment. I'm sorry that I complained through this whole entrie. I'll probably delete it later.

Hey look a hallmark holiday

2005-02-14T23:57:28Z

Today was Valentines Day. *Shrugs* nothing special happend to me, BUT I hope yours was super! After school I had clarinet lessons, new solo & ensemble piece already. I don't like it. Then my mom picked me up and went to the Salvation Army, I bought a phone. It's like from 1982, I love it.

Now I'm just hanging around avoiding geometry, english, biology, and religion homework. Projects are beginning to build up *YELP*.

Tomorrow is a half day so that'll be good I guess. I still have Beaudry though MUR! Half the class won't be there so it's not going to be THHHAT dreadful.

The Irish students are very cool. I talked to some of them again this morning, it's a different lifestyle there. A lot of them smoke and they're only like 15. Not that that's COOL! it's just different. I'd like to visit Ireland at some point. Their conductor is so cool, he is like a slightly older and Irish version of Mr. Blanchette. I loved their traditional piece at the concert last night, and they had this AMAZING singer come up and sing. She was outstanding really, I wish I could remember her name >

AND COMING DOWN

2005-02-12T23:27:31Z

Hey all! The past two days have been interesting busy and funnnnerific.

Friday Alli Roo came over and we did our project-o and stuff then went to the hockey game. And that was good, until that stuff made everything horrible and made me want to throw-up. So we left early and ran to go see the Irish kids (cause they came in late). It was freezing, I had on a track jacket and well, I was cold. But they were cool.

Today Alli and I worked on our project again and finished the poster-portion. Then we went to Eric's and instead of doing his Spanish project cause Janis couldn't come or something we played an EXTREMELY FUN GAME (though I forget the name). But yeah, it was fun. Then mi madre and I went to the dollar store and stuff.

And now I'm here typing all of this to you. Tonight I have to go to my grandmothers for it is her birthday.

I want to bring my guitar to avoid relative confrontation, but last time that attracted the relatives. This time I will try to bring homework ;).

Tomorrow = Drama = Dancing = Concert afterwards.

Hey Tara I'm sorry for telling my mother, but admit it was funny.

Drag me a vessel

2005-02-10T21:02:21Z

Today was one of those days that starts out good and just gets worse and worse until it ends as a bad day.

I am not failing biology, that was sort of a plus.
I did get a 77 on the test, that was sort of a negative.

People talk a lot. Maybe even too much.

I miss a lot of things today. Stupid stuff too. Stuff like not wearing uniforms and not have to wake up so early and get home so late and just be busy all the time.

I miss when things were just simple. I know I'm only 14 but lately this whole "growing up" thing is happening like rapidly. And instead of enjoying these days it seems like I'm too focused on everything else, like school. I wish I was one of those kids that didn't focus on school so much. But unfortunetly I am not like that.

Mur, some days I just want to be 7 again... you know?

When theres no where else to run..

2005-02-09T20:47:46Z

Hi all. Today was, mleah. Well it was ok. I purposely missed the bus to hang out with Mona, so we had fun sitting around doing nothing. SHE BEAT ME THOUGH. Cause I started singing Wicked and I'm not allowed to.

Hey Wayne, thanks for the hug and making my skirt fly up in the process =P!

Plan A is failing, or has failed. It kind of made me really SAD.

Lets see here my weekend. Eric's on Saturday to throw tomatoes at eachother. Hey why not right? Sunday is GREECE rehersal (More dancing, AH!) and after Greece I think I'm going to go watch the Irish children in the Gym (or where ever they are) WHO WANTS TO COME :)?

Well there are projects and homework awaiting me. Hope you had a super day... yeah!

Crystal Balllll

2005-02-08T20:16:20Z

YOU MIGHT LIVE IN NEW ENGLAND IF...

If you're proud that your region makes the national news 96 nights each year because Mt. Washington is the coldest spot in the nation, and Boston gets more snow than any other major city in the US, you might live in New England.

If your local Dairy Queen is closed from September through May, you might live in New England.

If you instinctively walk like a penguin for six months out of the year, you might live in New England.

If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance, and they don't work there, you might live in New England.

If your town has more bars than churches, you might live in New England.

If you have had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you might live in New England.

YOU KNOW YOU ARE A TRUE NEW ENGLANDER WHEN:

1. "Vacation" means going South past New York City for the weekend.
2. You measure distance in hours.
3. You know several people who have hit a deer more than once.
4. You often switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day and back again.
5. You can drive 65 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard, without flinching.
6. You see people wearing camouflage at social events (including weddings).
7. You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked.
8. You carry jumper cables in your car and your girlfriend / wife knows how to use them.
9. You design your kid's Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit.
10. Driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled with snow.
11. You know all 4 seasons: almost winter, winter, still winter, and road construction.
12. You can identify a southern or eastern accent.
13. Your idea of creative landscaping is a statue of a deer next to your blue spruce.
14. You were unaware that there is a legal drinking age.
15. Down South to you means Philadelphia.
16. A brat is something you eat.
17. Your neighbor throws a party to celebrate his new shed.
18. You go out for a fish fry every Friday.
19. Your 4th of July picnic was moved indoors due to frost.
20 You have more miles on your snow blower than your car.
21. You find 10 degrees "a little chilly."
22. You actually understand these jokes