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Don't paint the silence

12th March, 2005. 10:00 am.

I can see the ground approaching now
But I'm not sure what to do
Guess I feel like a piƱata
Won't you take a swing at me?
If you could just crack the shell open
I think inside you would find
Something sweet
Well I hear you like a hunter now,
Your footsteps in the weeds.
I would gladly leave my hiding place
Yes, I'm hoping to be seen.
So let your arrow fly and sing
I'm well within your aim.
And lay your traps for 1,000 miles
Please don't let me escape


The winter came to Omaha,
It left us looking like a bride.
A million perfect snowflakes-
No two are alike
So it's hard for me imagining the flaws in this design
I know debris it covers everything

9th March, 2005. 5:27 pm. When you know.. that you just dont know

Cannonball is an amazing song and somehow I never get sick of it.. Mk moving on.

Today was good, not a lot happend. In desktop I think I messed up by trying to help Monica and if Brother notices he might be pissed.

After school went out and bought some stuff at Kohl's cause they were having a sale. Good finds... good finds.

Mrs. Parkhurst showed us a video about the Holocaust, it was all in French. The videos and picture were horrifying and made me miserable.

Brother Roger started singing Manamana in class today and I laughed so hard that I cried, in fact I convulsed.

Blah blah blah drama this morning was a complete waste of my time. All Guev. told us was to learn the song. He gave us one try to sing it and that was it. It made me furious.

I feel empty because I have no homework.

Current mood: full.
Current music: Damien Rice - Cannonball.

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8th March, 2005. 4:17 pm. I've edited this 3 times

This time I'll make a civil update. Today was pretty boring and Monica wasn't in most of the day. She got her braces on and they look rad.

We must figure out our Toronto rooming plans.

Horrid weather outside, Mum says no guitar lessons cause she doesnt want to drive (understandable) and pop might stay in Boxborough (Where he works) cause he doesn't want to risk anything.

But he just loves hotels so ya, I know the real reason.

Tomorrow, asuming there is no snow-delays and such, I have to get in early for drama. Zen on Thursday it is Charitably Loud!! Heh, I have to set up and take down and all the jazzzz and after I think Domo Roo and myself are crashing at Monica's?

My english memoir is coming along, I'm actually putting thought into it. I love impressing Parkhurst, she's the only teacher who thinks I have potential.

Current mood: pissed off.
Current music: Straylight run - Costello.

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7th March, 2005. 9:24 pm. Today was super

Ah, 4 miles on the bike! 2 mile improvment! I'm watching Whose Line, Collin, Ryan, and Wayne are all so talented, I wish I could improv.

I stole Patrick's binder and I am holding it captive and organizing it.

I can play Ironic on my guitar, it made me feel special even though its easy.

Kirsten is coming over Friday, because I have not seen her in forever.

Our lockeroom smelled like vomit all day and it was miserable.

I had a stomach ache all day and it still is not gone! Damn the bad luck!

I have a dilemma.



Current mood: loved.
Current music: AC/DC - Hells Bells.

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6th March, 2005. 9:40 pm. Dive right in

Today went by slow. I got all of my homework done and then got ready to go to drama.

At drama we actually accomplished a lot, acting-wise. We didn't sing or anything just got our stages positions and stuff right for Act One.

Mike and I have to reherse Wednesday morning at 7:15! Ah I'm going to die. Then Friday afternoon (on the day we have no school -_-) we have rehersal from 3-5. But I'm not going to complain much cause we sure could use an extra rehersal or two.

I just rode my bike thingy and did 2 miles! Ha, I know thats not much AT ALL. But at least I'm starting. I've decided instead of crash dieting (tee-hee) I'm just going to workout and stuff. Whatever, I should be healthier by summer to say the least.

And since I finally finished the last of my soda I can stop drinking it. I just had to finish the last batch so now water and juice will be my life. Yay?

Everyone has changed this year, some for the better and some for the worse. It's sort of interesting watching everyone grow up lately.

Current mood: energetic.
Current music: Foo Fighters - Hero.

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5th March, 2005. 7:08 pm. You you you oughta know..

Today I wrote a poem and that was the extent of my productivity.

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You expect me to drop everything and run away with you?
Expect this whole loom of life to un-do?
Just cause mamas got a problem and daddys never home
And sister prays everyday to be left alone

Just cause daddy hit her again today
And mama was too drunk to put in her say
And he walked out on us for the third time this week
And didn't even listen to me when I tried to plead

Well Just cause you had to ask
And your face is too cute for me to stay back
And the stars are shinnin' extra bright
And my tears for once have won this fight

I'll run away with you tonight
I'll run away with you tonight

We'll sneak into your pick up and laugh to the border
Make it to the edge and hit the gas pedal harder
Drive far far away from this small town life
And make something of ourselves tonight
Just cause once in a while we need to feel alive

Current mood: gloomy.
Current music: Alanis - You Oughta Know.

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4th March, 2005. 11:33 pm. Just like Jesse James

I got a 63 on my biology test. My currect test/quiz grades are... 63, 71, 58, 67. HA! Talk about effort.

It's funny because I have A+'s in every single other one of my classes.

Eric came over today and I haven't laughed that hard since like, well since Kyle was over the other night.

In-class free in band today. Roo and I pow-wowed with Craigory, Senno, Adam, and Air. Adam quotes Dane Cook almost as enthusiasticly as me! Opium......

I'm listening to the B-52's. And 99 other hits of the 90's. I'll probably do homework soon, at 11:37 pm. This is because I think the best late.

I want to go on a crash diet.

I'm going to excersise, no actually I'm not. I should though.

Eric and I looked at my moms senior yearbook from 1987. My mother's best friend Dion listed Drinking as a "like". I love Dion. He is still really cool.

Then there was another guy, my moms friend. His name was Louis Holt. He died the September after graduation in a fatal car accident. His Senior will said....

"My dream is to stay young, and enjoy life while I have it"

It really makes you think how easily life is just... gone. You know? Like I bet when he wrote that the thought of death did not once cross his mind. And yet just MONTHS later there it was, looking at him straight in the eye. I don't know - it's just crazy how things like that happen.

Current mood: thoughtful.
Current music: B-52's - Love Shack.

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3rd March, 2005. 9:22 pm. Everyone Reply!

1. Who are you?

2. What am I to you?

3. Whatever's on your clipboard right now, paste it here.

4. Give me a quote.

5. And some advice.

6. Now put this in your journal.


7. If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?
(Now post this in your LJ and find out what mine would be)

Current mood: cynical.
Current music: Styx - Miss America.

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3rd March, 2005. 8:08 pm. Bump

Today I failed a test on Punnett Squares because I couldn't remember how to make one.

I am losing my mind. Slowly but surely.

Eric is coming over tomorrow. Hey Eric, my dad said you can sleep over, he wasn't kidding. HAHA I laughed for a long time. I was like, sure who wouldn't want their BEST BUD sleepin' over.

People who don't know what I'm talking about, don't take that the wrong way.

Saturday I think I'm going out to eat with Wayne Troy and Michelle. Possibly, I have yet to ask. I should really do that soon.

I cannot understand the geometry homework for the life of me.
I swear my mind is just, gone.

Goodbye

Current mood: groggy.
Current music: The tension and the terror - Straylight run.

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2nd March, 2005. 6:56 pm. I've got no lips

AHHHHH! I just studied for almost 2 hours straight.. While watching the Spongebob movie but hey I was trying. The movie was actually funny, but I'm really immature so I bet all you sophisticated people would hate it.

Softball tryouts are in two weeks. SHOOOOT.
Michelle's birthday is in one week. HOOOOORAY.

As the subject says, I have no lips. I've been biting them so much lately that they like, almost need stiches. It's a very bad habit.

My cheeks are red. That means I'm either sick or embarassed. I think I'm sick. Temporary sickness though. It happens on days where grass is out. No grass is out. I hate my nose and its sensitivity to grass.

Kyle came over last night to pick up his paintball gun that was shipped to my house because we bought it on my fathers ebay account. His gun is cool. He stayed for a while and we reminiced about old times. Gay chicken anyone? Kerianne & Kyle are the only people who will find that funny.

People sometimes tell me I have nice skin. Those people have never seen my legs. I have eczema and it is bad today. Eledel doesn't work. There is no cure. Why can't we find a cure?! We can cure cancer in early stages and prevent Hep. C but we can't cure a common skin disease. Isn't that strange..

Dermatologists should get a move on.

Current mood: drunk.
Current music: Dead on arrival - Fallout Boy.

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